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Wendy Ann Zellea
The Weight of the World
How did weight become one of the major concerns in our culture and why is it a struggle for so many? Overeating is how we gain weight, but not the reason. Overweight, as we call it, is the product of:
- First and foremost, a need for emotional protection.
- Ignorance of proper diet.
- Substance abuse, the substance being food.
When you don’t like yourself, it’s easy to gain weight so that you have a good reason not to like yourself. You can just say that you don’t like yourself because you are fat. (By the way, the word fat in some cultures has positive connotations, so it is not an absolute reality that the word implies something negative.) When you say that you don’t like yourself because you are fat, it’s a lie anyway. You are really saying that you don’t like your body, not yourself.
If someone said to you, I don’t like you, now do what I want, what do you think would happen? Would you be willing to do what they wanted? I don’t think so. So why should your body do what you want when you tell it you don’t like it and you will only like it if it does what you say? It’s not going to happen. You can starve your body and lose weight, but you will gain it back when you return to your previous eating habits. You will try diet after diet and the same thing will happen over and over; each attempt becomes more difficult because you have failed so many times before, causing you to lose confidence in yourself. You dislike your body more and more each day until you start hating it. It isn’t your body that is fat, it’s you. Do you want to look a certain way and fit into the ideal to which our society attaches approval, self-esteem, beauty, health and sexiness, instead of being yourself?
We are told that it is excess weight which makes us unhealthy, but it is also the negative feelings we have towards our overweight bodies that create our health problems. We have the power to change the way we think of ourselves and our bodies. Losing weight is not going to make you healthy and happy. Even if you are thin, you must have a positive self image.
Start to love yourself the way you are right now. There is no point in making a bargain with yourself that you will start loving you when you lose weight. Your body will respond if you love it now. Wrap your arms around your body and sincerely tell it you love it and that you are sorry for hating or disliking it. It’s your body; the one in which you are spending your life. Do you want to go through your entire life disliking your body? Your body has been with you from the moment you were born. You loved it then, love it now. How do you think your body feels knowing you don’t like it? Every cell knows how you feel about it and your body wants to be loved and nurtured. You will see the changes when you begin loving it.
Your body will tell you when it is hungry and what it wants to eat. Listen to it. Your body wants food, not chemicals. When you love your body, you’ll eat healthy food and stop eating when you aren’t hungry anymore. You won’t eat to feed your emotions and you will achieve your perfect body size. When you love your body, yourself and your life, you will be happy.
Thinness is the current cultural preference and an obsession in our society, not an ideal based on absolute truth. We have all seen paintings and sculptures from other periods in history, which portray their subjects as well rounded and robust. One day, back when I lived on a little island off the coast of Belize, I stopped to greet a male friend of mine sitting on his verandah looking at a Victoria’s Secret catalogue, that a tourist had left behind.
I see you are enjoying yourself, I said to him assuming he was admiring the scantily clad models. What’s wrong with these women, he replied, they look sick. Those are highly paid models from the States, I explained. They look maga, he continued using the local word for too skinny. That is how women like to look in the US. Not here, we like a woman with meat on her bones.
There exists today on earth, a subconscious plot to keep women weak and malnourished. I call it The Invisible Burka. Our culture has allowed women to become more powerful and have more equality, but it is actually a trick because at the same time they are convinced that this power is achieved by being physically thin and underfed, walking in heels that are damaging to the body and even undergoing unnecessary surgical procedures in order to feel attractive. There is nothing striking about a person who is malnourished, depriving their brain of the nutrients it needs for optimum performance.
Another incident I experienced on the island occurred on say while I was about to enter a restaurant as a very large American woman was exiting. A Belizean woman of similar size stood behind me and said to her, hey fat girl. I held my breath for a moment and the American woman appeared momentarily horrified, until the Belizean woman finished the sentence with, you’re fat like me! In a split second, the American tourist had experienced the best part of her vacation. She came to the Caribbean to learn about the culture and she was getting a first-hand experience which wasn’t in any guide book. Her look of horror melted into a smile of sisterly camaraderie with the local woman who smiled and gave her a high five. It was an event which allowed the tourist to transcend the negative images she had about her weight and be part of a truly magical moment with a woman who accepted herself as she was.
I have always been very careful not to blindly follow the general beliefs of the mainstream current thought forms of my culture. When I observe everyone doing something I am cautious about following in their footsteps. Actually, I am of the opinion that many concepts which we are encouraged to believe as absolute truth are, in reality, ideas that are not only false, but harmful to our well-being. One such area that has overwhelmingly consumed, no pun intended, the entire population is weight. The Weight Loss industry, in 2009, was a $350 billion plus industry. Now, let us stop and think about this. No one who is making money from weight loss products really wants you to lose weight or else how else will they keep making money. Diets do not work for most people, since after the desired weight is reached; the person goes back to their usual eating habits.
Let’s back up a little and define what exactly we mean by overweight. I have been contemplating the term for quite some time now and it seems to me that our culture has created an ideal, as do many other cultures, and that ideal has to do with body size. Now we all know that everyone is physically different, some tall, others short and the rest in between, but we are all being encouraged to weigh a certain amount based primarily on our height. Therefore, we can safely assume that expecting everyone to be the same size and weight is on the current cultural preference, an unattainable goal and doesn’t even make sense. Don’t be duped about weight and the unwarranted negative self image associated with certain body types. Don’t fall for it. The more you focus on excess weight, the more it will stick around.
There’s the old joke about a woman who was considered plump in America and went to Mexico on vacation with a friend of hers that was a model. She noticed that the men mostly looked at her and not her slim friend. One day the model was taking a nap and the woman asked one of the local men who spoke English, you know in my country the men all look at my friend, but things seem different here. The man replied, Sí senorita, the bone is for the dog, the meat is for the man.
For those who are thin by nature, this is a healthy physical state, but for the rest, losing too much weight is usually not in their best physical interest. In order to reduce body mass to a size that is not compatible with the body structure, but is with a young woman on the cover of a magazine, one must eat less food than their body requires. In addition, the type of food that has become associated with weight loss is very often laden with chemicals and has very little fat. The brain needs a certain amount of fat to function properly, so we must.
The word food is used very loosely nowadays. Chemicals are not food and foods that have been processed and have lost most of their nutritional value are of little benefit, if not harmful. Artificial sweeteners are not food and should not be used in or with food…EVER. They are chemicals that upset the alkaline/acid balance of the body and can cause serious health issues and even addiction. In addition, it is said that artificial sweeteners make you crave carbohydrates, so you end up eating more of what will make you gain weight.
The current methods of farming food, coupled with environmental pollution and soil depletion due to single crop farming, fertilization and the seeds being used have robbed our food supply of many nutrients. Because of this we are required to take nutritional supplements to make up for what is not in our diet and should be. For those not supplementing their diet, cravings occur when the body is not getting what it requires to be healthy. Our bodies know what they want, there is no tricking our cells, therefore, even after we have eaten a whole plate of lettuce with only vinegar, we are still hungry. Big surprise!
Our beliefs have been infringed upon and little by little until we are programmed to behave in such a way that will allow someone besides us to profit. What do women eat when they are out in a restaurant, you guessed it, salad. Why is that? Don’t get me wrong, I love salad, and I eat salad when I desire it, but I do not order or prepare it just because I think it looks good and people will think I am thinner because I eat salad all the time.
As a culture we are so focused on thinness that people are divided into two categories, those who are thin and those who are not. I realized this to be true, on a Sunday at the mall when I caught myself in the same trap. I was horrified that this was the mentality of my culture and even more that I had been participating in this belief. I was determined to begin to see others as perfectly where they are supposed to be, which is where they are. As I sat in front of the food court filled with throngs of people, consuming mostly junk food, I began to think about the situation at hand. For the most part it appeared that there were a number of things going on; first and foremost was that it was dinnertime and after a long afternoon of walking the mall and shopping many people had worked up an appetite or perhaps just felt like eating. I walked amongst the tables topped with burgers, pizza and French fries and noticed that there were excessive amounts of food in front of most people, even children. When I say excessive, I am basing it on how much food I personally care to consume at one sitting.
Most people in our culture eat more than they need, this is a fact. The amount of food we require will be communicated to us by our bodies. In other words, when our cells require nourishment, we get hungry. If we eat slowly, chewing and swallowing our food with care, we will know when we have had enough because we will not feel hungry anymore. The old adage of clean your plate is fine if there is not too much food on the plate to start with, but I have a sneaking suspicion that when that saying came into being, there was not the amount of food readily available as there is now or refrigeration to save leftovers. Food had to be prepared; people didn’t just reach into the refrigerator or freezer or go out to a restaurant each time they felt hungry.
The social pressure to be thin and the implications of being overweight, a term applied to a measurement that exceeds a number arrived at by the medical community and/or the fashion industry, has the result of creating low self-esteem and even self-hatred. Beauty is big business and there is a disproportionate amount of focus place on whether or not a person is beautiful. In fact the person can be amongst the worst scoundrels ever to live and if he or she is beautiful, they hold our attention and maintain our admiration. Inner beauty is highly under-valued and outer beauty, even though it can be bought is the measure of a person.
You don’t need to keep weighing yourself. First of all, you must know when you have gained weight if you are aware of your body and, if nothing else, your clothes will feel tighter or looser. Secondly, if you haven’t lost your desired weight, you will most likely get frustrated and eat more. Remember, your weight is not a measure of your self-worth; it is a measure of the weight of your body. You are not better if you weigh less, you only weigh less.
Larger people are kept separate so that thinner ones do not have to shop with them as anyone who wears plus size clothing will tell you. The plus size departments are hidden in basements and corners of areas where no one goes. The clothes are not stylish, for the most part, and sometimes they even cost more, as if an extra two inches of fabric between a size 16 and 1X is going to make a difference in the cost of creating the garment. Why can’t these garments be amongst the regular clothes? Are we to hide people away who are an inch larger that the privileged, acceptable thin ones?
Begin to tell yourself that you Love yourself. Stand in front of the mirror and admire what you see and say the words out loud until you begin to feel the Love. Think of someone in your life that you love, whether it is a romantic love or love of a family member or friend and think of how you feel when you experience love for them. Then start feeling the same way when you look at yourself. As you see your reflection, admiring and loving yourself, realize that there are two of you participating in this process; one is yourself, the you that is in your conscious life and the other one is the person that is talking to you or your higher or real self. The one that you refer to as “I”, when you say I love you to yourself is your higher self. It is that part of you that has always loved you, was born loving you and always will love you no matter what. That part of you doesn’t care about how much you weight, the color of your hair or how many wrinkles you have, because that part of you is eternal and only exists in your body during this lifetime.
A young child that loves an adult does not judge the way that person looks, they just love them and in the same way, your higher self loves you unconditionally; so do not be afraid to tap into that feeling for yourself. Don’t let the standards that society has set for beauty, which are fleeting and change from time to time, keep you from loving yourself and do not allow yourself to be convinced that you are not a beautiful creation of the Universe. When your mother and father first saw you, they could not imagine anyone more beautiful so believe that you are healthy and lovely and that is the reality you will create for yourself. Be the vibrant being that you were born to be.
Angels Among You – Archangel Metatron via James Tyberron
Greetings! I am Metatron, Lord of Light! As the heralded 2012 approaches, we encompass each of you in a vector and field of Unconditional Love within coded light. We nurture you, we honor each of you. We know you by heart, by tone, by name. It has always been so!
You are entering 2012, the 12th Wave of the Ascension … and so much awaits you. The anticipation in palpable, in both your physical realm, and ours. Oh Dear Human, can you feel it !
The entry of 2012 will be quite different than your typical January for many on the planet. Rather than an energetic decline that often occurs after your holiday season, there will not be the ‘January doldrums blues’. Rather a quickening, an excitement, a crisp energy that will sharpen immensely after the new moon of January 23.
And so we speak on the nature of Light and of the Angelic Beings of Light. And we tell you in emphatic sincerity, you are all at source, amazing Beings of Divine Light. Angels are indeed, among you.
Guardian Angels
That you term as Guardian Angels are in truth a unique melding of an aspect of your higher self with the Divine. A succinct energy field that may be termed a ‘thought form’ is created and energetically fed & filtered by your individual soul in conjunction with Angelic Forces in primary format. This field of ‘Guardianship’ can be expressed in myriad partnerships. These partnerships can include members of your ‘soul-group’ both in and above the physical realm. Angelics and ‘deities that you pray to intermesh with your higher self to form a unique 3rd energy, both part of you and the ‘Angelic’, but with a somewhat separate identity. For example if you pray to Ganesh, or to Saint Germane or to an Archangel , that energy field becomes a ‘personalized’ guardian partner. This energy is also quite capable of interacting with you in the form of a ‘Totem’ or through a household pet.
Symbiotic Levels of Hierarchy
I, Metatron exists on two separate but symbiotic levels, the most familiar and accessible to humanity is as Archangel Metatron, yet on the higher level, I exist as Metatron, Lord of Light, but even this analogy cannot encompass or define my nature, and is only capable of doing so in aspectual terms.
As ‘Lord of Light, I am a generator of the base units of realities, and universes. This level is devoid of what you would term personality. It is analogous to an engine, a divine conscious computer, of energy intensities beyond the gamma, illumination unimaginable to you. And there are levels well beyond me.
As Archangel Metatron, I nurture life.
I communicate with the channel Tyberonn not in words, but in light code ‘packets’. He receives this communication by pre-earth agreement. A ‘contract’, if you will, of service for these times. In higher aspect Tyberonn is originally Pleiadean, and a member of the Cosmic Council of Light. We have had service together in other sojourns and dimensions. These codes are emitted from my higher aspect, transduced on the Archangelic level, and received in his higher self, intact for interpretation and transcription.
It can be said that on the higher aspect, I contain the plurality source, generate and emit the geometric frequencial consciousness codes of all that are transduced into the Angelic Realm of Light. As such there is both a hierarchal and non hierarchal aspect of the Angelic Realm, that is self determined by conscious crysto-light and light physics. It can be said that the Light-Beings of the Angelic Realm, in Metatronic terms, are conscious units of ‘Source Divine Thought’ and Beyond-Thought that create Light and ‘Beyond Light.
The Angelics of the Metatronic Realm generate and embellish Coded-Light. Such light intermelds matter, antimatter, time and space. This is obviously not a conceptual view of Angelic function that is held by the masses of humanity, much less understood. However, in this context lies the glue that irrevocably adheres the sacred scientific to the sacred spiritual aspect of reality that forms the integral unified circle, key to humanity’s evolving beyond duality.
Indeed in the present era of Ascension, you are evolving in ability to absorb greater light, and light is TRUTH, Universal Cosmic Truth of All That Is. The enigma that has obstructed full unity of humanity’s consciousness in duality, especially in your present, is that science has omitted the sacred and the spiritual has excluded the scientific.
It may then surprise some of you to know that there are Hierarchies of Angelics dedicated in functional purpose to what you may term as Keepers of Physics. In that role, we are conscious constructs of the ‘Laws of Physics’ that enable dimensional realities. And we realize that the idea of angels being scientists and engineers will confuse most of you. We are smiling!
We tell you that the new metaphysicians, the new Light-workers’ and Earth-Keepers, in your vernacular, are the scientists. Indeed those you refer to as the ‘Crystal Children’ are the ‘sacred-savant’ scientists that will in the next generations complete the circle of understanding and join the spiritual with the scientific. They will not be religious in the traditional sense, but we tell you, humanity will come closer to understanding ‘God’ through science than through religion. It is the missing piece of the puzzle.
Ascended Masters
Throughout the eons, humanity has tended to consider Ascended Masters, Spiritual Teachers, Group Councils, Deities and benevolent Extra Terrestrials as Angels. They are not.
The Cosmic Council of Light, Ascended Masters, the Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance, are unified entities that operate generally in Councils. These are representative and advisory disciplines that express tenets, principles, theories and beliefs associated with a body of knowledge. The Cosmic Council of Light is composed primarily of highly advanced beings that have experienced and completed the lessons of physical duality, and have chosen to empathically assist humanity. Likewise many of the Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance have experienced life on earth.
God’s Image
There are myriad life forms of Divine Intelligence in the Cosmos that have ‘bodies’ vastly different from the forms you have on earth. These are also created in ‘God’s Image’. And so understand the image of God that is life, is conscious light, is LOVE.
The Angelic Realm
Dear Ones, the state of ‘Enlightenment’ is just that, it is Beingness within Light…Integral Coherent Crystalline Light. The Ascension is around the Crystalline transition of the planet Earth. In kind, this crystalline transition makes available not only greater access to higher dimensions, but also the shift of humanity into Mer-Ka-Na, Crystalline Light Body. The Mer-Ka-Na is able to absorb more light, you see, and thus allows you to carry greater energy as you become capable of interfacing more synergistically into crystalline dimension and the Angelic Realm.
The Angelic Kingdom is greatly misunderstood in certain aspects of its nature and core purpose.
Angels are indeed ‘Messengers of God’. But what does that mean?
Angels are Multidimensional Beings of Light that serve a far greater function than guardianship and bearing of messages. We will attempt to review the greater aspect of Angels, but before we do, we will tell you that as Beings of Light, Angels are conscious Beings of the Divine Essence of the key frequency for assisting humanity evolve…and that is Love. We add the caveat, that Love is a frequency far more complex and much much higher than just the emotional feeling you think of as love. LOVE is a complex science.
As we have told you **previously, **the highest form of Love is ‘Unconditional Love’. And whilst Unconditional Love can be sought from the stance of the 3rd dimension, it can only be grasped from the level of the 5th dimension. That is because Unconditional Love is integral, and the 3rd-dimension is a conditional (not unconditional) plane. Those of you who achieve the initial aspects of Unconditional Love, only do so on the level of the fifth dimension, you see.
Angels As Place Holders of Physics
You think of Angels as nurturing guardians, messengers of ‘God’. We are that and more. Most of you will agree Angels are ‘Beings of Light’. In the latter definition you encompass a Truth that is vastly more far reaching than the initial description. Beings of Light, Angels, are the place holders of the Laws of Physics, conscious in scopes you cannot even imagine.
Angels have a reciprocal nature and aspect in dimensional Light, meaning that Angelics exist within the field of antimatter in Fractal Light and fold inward into physical realms in Geometric Light. In so doing they are core energetic holders that consciously hold the special laws of dimensions intact.
Angels are without form, occupy no physical space; in your terms, we have no mass. We are Divine Thought and intact in manifestation. We are ‘tonal’ and have a spectrum of frequency at our disposal. That frequency is LOVE.
We tell you that there is both a plural and singular aspect within the Angelic Realm. And while it may seem paradoxical, even the ‘singular’ aspect of Archangels is plural in consciousness content. Accordingly, individual names humanity assigns to Archangels are more to do with humanity’s limited concept of Angelic attributes than to an individual Beingness. You interpret Angelics and Light Beings as having ‘personalities’ and gender. We are indeed ‘personable’ in our intermeld with humanity, and while that aspect abolutely is endearing and nurturing, we are non-gendered. What you interpret as ‘personality’ is the nurturing of the vibration of home.
In Truth we are reflections of attributes of the most powerful energy in the Cosmos, and that is LOVE. Yet our essence is received and interpreted to humanity in duality as having attributes you logically consider to be individual personalities.
We are Divine Mind with loving nurturing aspect, devoid of ego, devoid of what you term negative emotion. We support, we hold energy in place, and do so as a fundamental purpose. Love is our foundation.
Humanity’s Angelic Images
Although humanity assigns gendered names to Archangels, the Angelic Realm is androgynous; in your terms, neither male or female. Because you consider certain attributes of LOVE, such as nurturing and compassion as feminine, and attributes such as strength to be masculine, you give gender to Angelics. Gender only exist in polarity.
Even the energies you refer to as ‘Mother Earth’, and ‘Divine Mother’, are labeled as female because you assign nurturing as a female characteristic. Such terms, such syntax, are attached to polarity concepts, and in the greater paradigm are somewhat constrictive & limiting of the true integral nature in the greater paradigm opening in 2012.
We are far above polarity. We are integral. The Beings of Light that are of the Angelic Realm are plural/multi-dimensional forms of integral conscious energy. Our plurality consciousness is the reason we often do not refer to our selves or relate our messages to you in the ‘ I ‘ of singular pronoun. Yet in seeming paradox, we are also singular in unification.
Humans tend to create images of Angels that are responsible to some degree for the misconceptions around their true nature. Your paintings and murals depict either muscular male figures, females with feathered wings, or a host of miniature cherubs. Angels are neither male nor female in their Beingness. Gender is an aspect of polarity/duality. And of course Angels do not have wings, feathers or even the grandiose humanesque forms.. We are by no means offended by such images, these are simply artist’s mental images that replicate and reinforce some of the misconceptions.
Many of your religious texts and scriptures tell you that ‘God’ created mankind in ‘His’ own image. You even see ‘God’ as a patriarchal male with a humanesque body. It is the same mental thought process that logically images Angels as having human form. Such celestial images powerfully influence your thoughts and emotions, and thus it is natural that you create understandable images to facilitate your interfacing with the Divine.
It may be of interest for you to know that Dolphins in your oceans ‘see’ Angelic as having a dolphin form.
In truth Angelics are formless light. Each life form perceives them in filtered interpretation that allows for familiar interface.
Coming Full Circle
None of your present major religions offer the ‘full circle’, the complete truth on the veritable nature of your reality. Each hold a piece, but are riddled with inaccurate insertions. None even acknowledge the obvious premise of **humanity’s** true ‘extra terrestrial’ heritage. Most speak in skewed metaphor. Many seek control through archaic fear and reinforce mental programming that obstructs avenues of self empowerment by instilling the concept of original sin and fires of hell and damnation. All of Humanity are Beings of Light, powerful spiritual consciousness, that are sparks of the Divine. The difference between Humanity and Angels is that Humans are an aspect of the Divine that evolves back into God expansion plurality, having chosen to experience free will and relearn creation through that magnanimous lens.
Angels ARE, exquisitely and splendidly ARE, and always have been ‘Keepers of Light’ place holders of this space and non-space of the eternal expanding ‘NOW’ of Alpha and Omega.
Supreme Gestalt
We will also tell you that the religious teaching of ‘Fallen Angels’ is also a fear based inaccuracy. There is indeed a ‘Conscious Keeper’ of the specific Law of Physics that enables polarity/duality, which is the force that enables the ‘University of Earth’. And within that school of the duality causal plane, humanity is able to master the responsibility of creative forces.
There are no evil or fallen Angels! Period.
There is no vengeful God in the heavens. There are no Angels to fear. Rather , it is a magnificent family partner with a hand reaching out to you. A familiar hand from home.
It is indeed a skewed, archaic misunderstood analogy of the duality force.
The only demons, the only evil that exists in duality planes are those created by inaccurate thought in the learning process of ‘free-will’.
There are no ‘fallen angels’. How could a Being of Light created by Divine Source divert from what it is? Angels, do not have ‘free-will’ in your terms. Rather they have Divine Will.
The Supreme Gestalt of ‘All That Is’ is the substance of the reality that underlies all appearances and manifestations that are called Life, including matter, anti-matter, non-matter, energy and non-energy, thought and the absence of thought. And we tell you, there is that which exists even beyond this.
You may not fully comprehend this axiom from your duality perspective,**or perhaps do not feel that this is within your field of conception, yet I would tell you otherwise. But it is ever your discernment that must be honored in order to expand as you grow into greater awareness of your God Self.
The Coded Nature of Light
The Earth is diversely luminous, receiving and disseminating light in a variety of unique frequencies, formats and bandwidths, each offering its own benefits and qualities. Light contains information, codes and colors in its spectrum of varied oscillations which support the Earth and indeed, Humanity.
While the sun of your solar system is the primary source of light received on the earth, it is important to note that it is by no means the only source. Other sources include the Great Central Sun, stars, white-holes, and ‘Light Beings’. In a valid manner of speaking, Light Beings, those far beyond your scope of Angels, provide a light that is unimaginable to you.We add the caveat that all light from all sources has a natural filtering matrix and dimensional spectral distribution.
Most humans are only able to ‘physically’ perceive quanta of light that occurs in the ‘visible range’ of the light spectrum. You are aware that humans require sun light to sustain healthy physical bodies, yet we tell you that the beings that live in the ‘inner earth’ also receive light as a necessary nutrient. (We offer an angelic wink as we give a wry notification that many of the planets in your particular corner of the Cosmos, including the earth, have more advanced ‘humanesque’ life-forms internally than on the surface.)So what is the source of their sustaining light? It is a polychromatic light emitted from the crystalline core of the earth, well above the ‘visible’ range.
Polychromatic ‘Whole-White’ Light works directly with the 12 chakras of the Mer-Ka-Na. It is pristine and complete, containing all frequencies, all spectra, all creation codes in both wave and particle format. Sunlight does not. You will in time inhabit the ‘Inner Earth’.The 2012 completion of the Crystalline Grid will bring changes to the way the earth and mankind will receive light. The 144-Grid will begin over the next two to three centuries to influence the direction of light waves. It will have the capacity to attract, refract and disseminate light from one dimensional medium into another.
Carbon Base to Silicon Base
The wave velocities received will be different from the velocities refracted. It will be capable of singular and double refraction. It will be capable of refining polychromatic light into singularly coherent factions and coherent polychromatic light.New forms of light in crystalline and nonpolar morphous will be emitted. The grid itself will breathe, and that respiration will enact even more complex geometries beyond the double penta-dodecahedron of the 144. The physical matrix of humanity will symbiotically evolve, as a direct result, into formats that embed and spawn greater abilities to retain morphic coded light. The body will become a source of light appearing semi-translucent, less fixed in density, mass and gravity. Humans will physically evolve from carbon based life to silicon base. It is crystalline Illumination, for silicon is unique in its crystalline symbiosis to light itself.
A New Sun
Masters, the Earth, Sun and all of the stellar and planetary bodies in your Cosmos are conscious, and are in that consciousness, an aspect of the Angelic Real, albeit specialized..
And even so evolution is occurring, especially in your solar system.
Your sun is changing. It has been a conditional sun, in aspect to the Earth. It has played an unperceived role in the duality aspect of planet earth since the fall of the firmament. When the new 144-Crystalline Grid completes in 2012, it will begin to create the seeds of the New Firmament.
This will in kind allow for the sun to provide ‘Unconditional Light’. The very manner in which humanity absorbs light will up shift as will the ability to perceive above the current visible spectrum limitations.
The Crystalline Transition of the Earth is the base source of the planetary Ascension. It offers greater light, more complex light to humanity. Accordingly, a greater aspect of light is becoming available to humanity, and light removes shadow, and offers greater understanding.
The Angelic Realm is an enormous part of your expanded awareness in the Ascension. It is time to open to the true nature of what is Angelic.
Discernment is Key
Think NOT that we desire to forcefully impose or have you change your chosen stance on God, religion or the nature of your own being. Your beliefs, values and chosen opinions are sacred steps of your free-will and are fully endorsed by the ‘ All That Is’, of which you are a Divine Aspect.
The mode and manner, the expediency and format of your evolution is your own creation, and that is by individual design. There can be no other way to complete the University of Earth. It is not the role of the Angelic, nor the Ascended Masters Councils to make choices for you; we are holders of information that you may utilize, refashion, reject or accept. It is your choice, and we tell you that each of you will graduate in time. Love is ever the key, and cause and effect are great and greater teachers that all of you will learn from. Experiencing duality and learning Mastery en route is why you entered the course.
Closing:
Masters, a beautiful completion is occurring on the Earth. It is a sacred event that all of you have co created. It is time that you illuminate to the great and greater aspect that has always been within you. The dreamer is awakening. The expansion of Light is the expansion of Truth, of Understanding and is the doorway to the return home. Like the Angels, you are Beings of Light.As yet, most of you have no idea how important you are, and how the evolution that you have created in your selves has expanded the Cosmos.Before we complete, we ask you to do something very special. Take a moment, and direct your energy to feel the energy of Light, of Angels.
Now…Feel us.
Be absorbed in this angelic countenance of peace and well being. It is a moment of solace, is it not? It is the energy of Source, of home, of Light, of Love. It is Angelic, and you Dear Ones are feeling the frequency of our nature…of your source nature in Angelic Beingness of Sacred Light.
It is nice, isn’t it?
Every Enlightened Being who has walked the Earth in final Mastery, exuded an energy that feels a lot like what you just felt. People were attracted to them, loved them. All life responded, blossomed in their presence. They created joy effortlessly, because that is the energy of LIGHT…and Dear Ones, you are human angels, and can and will evolve in kind as you return home.
And in that sacred path, we of the Angelic Realm honor you. We await you, and promise to leave the lights on for your serendipitous return.
I Am Metatron and I share with you these Truths. You are Beloved.
And so it is…
Dimensions – What Exactly Are They?
In this Ascension process we are moving into different dimensions. We utilize Crystal Pyramids in the 5th Dimension and higher and we are becoming aware of our own multi-dimensionality, having incarnations and instances in many different vibrations. What do we mean when we refer to other dimensions, are they higher, are we to look up to the sky, or are they in other places, requiring a space ship or our nothing more than our intention to go there? We refer to dimensions as if they we everyday occurrences, like another town or city to which we can travel at will. In fact, we can journey to other dimensions and we do, all the time since our multi-dimensional selves exist in them and we are connected to those aspects of us.
Let us first determine what exactly a Dimension is. Although we might be able to conceive of some other dimensions, it is certainly beyond our ability as rational creatures to envision or comprehend many dimensions that are outside of the Third Dimensional reality in which we currently reside. It is important to remember that, we are here in this dimension to experience duality, so it is to our advantage to master all aspects of what we have been given. There may be another time when we incarnate into a different dimension and will learn to be a Master in it as well, but even within the Third Dimension there exist many sub-dimensions which we are able to consciously experience.
A dimension then is a vibration and when we resonate with a vibration, we claim it as our reality. We are not speaking here of linear measurements of vibrations, such as presented by David Hawkins in Power vs. Force, instead, the vibration is comprised of the sum total of every aspect of each of us. This may include all the facets of our multi-dimensional selves, yes; we might be affected by aspects of ourselves of which we are not even aware, but our responsibility is to our Third Dimensional incarnation,
We must make sure our thoughts and actions are of the highest vibration, of this we are aware, but we must go farther in the process by releasing sub-conscious lower vibrating energies and thought forms we brought into this life time. There are many energy techniques for doing this, such as using your intention to release that which does not serve you and invoking the Violet Flame and the Angel of Forgiveness to purify you.
Once you release lower energies, you experience a Shift; you are not the same being as you were previously. You have entered another sub-dimension. Your thoughts are brighter, you are holding more light and your vibration is different. As you move from one place in consciousness to another, a new, subtly unique dimension has been created, that is why you feel different. You could not have entered that place had your vibration not resonated with it.
A dimension is a Point of View. We use the terms higher and lower, but in truth we are only occupying a different point or coordinate in the Universe. It cannot be defined by any adjective that implies duality, since it is only a point. That is what we have been allotted, one tiny multi-dimensional dot in the entire scheme of creation, but from that point we can expand outward, or inward, infinitely, while remaining securely anchored. Oh the cleverness of it all.
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YULE – Our New Holiday
The New Age is here, the Ascension is underway; let us begin the process of celebration. I declare a new holiday, comprised of the old and the new, one that reflects the essence of what we truly wish to honor now, in 2011 and beyond. I proclaim the holiday called YULE. I have chosen to henceforth call this holiday Yule, in order to honor the ancient observance of this time of year and because of the feeling it gives to hear the word. To me it signifies all the warmth we create in this season.
Perhaps it should first be mentioned that the focal point of Yule is the Winter Solstice, when the day and night are equal in length. It is a time to honor the Mother Earth on the longest night and shortest day of the year. It is also a day of balance and equality, when we can stand robustly in our center, flanked by darkness and light. This a time when we stand the closest to darkness, but are reminded that we are the Light and wherever we are the Light will prevail.
This time of year, in the Northern Hemisphere, is cold and gloomy, so in order to lift our spirits we must create light, more than at any other time of the year. So we place many lights around and in our homes. So let us proceed to the particulars of the holiday. Burn more lights in your home and outside if you are able. This doesn’t imply turning on more of your table lamps, but rather adding festive lighting, such as candles, Christmas lights or battery operated tea lights.
Our sense of smell is the our most basic of the five senses, so add the smells of the seasons, warm scents that fill the senses with comforting essences of nature. Bring an evergreen branch into your home and smell the heavenly gift it has to offer. We no longer require an entire tree in our homes, but the symbol of the everlasting life of our essence. Create a Yule arrangement in your home. Mine consists of the following:
- A small evergreen wreath
- An angel in the center to remind us of the Beings of Light that are with us always
- A small Santa, the bringer of gifts and the symbol of abundance for the coming year.
- I large clear Quartz crystal to bring the light of the Crystalline Age
- Candles and tea lights to keep the Light from disappearing into the darkness.
- Oranges and Golden Delicious apples to symbolize the warmth of the sun.
Food is my one weakness and at the Yule Holiday we eat all our favorite things. I keep oranges and Golden Delicious apples on my table. The Yule meal is not like a traditional feast where we all sit at the table and stuff ourselves, but rather we have on our table, around our centerpiece, all our favorite foods and we take small sampling of whatever takes our fancy. We might have a dinner of gingerbread and crab cakes, there are no rules. There is no dieting and there are no restrictions. It is truly a joyous occasion.
Finally, throughout the Yule Holiday, we give thanks for our lives and all the Love. Then we give thanks for the Light that we hold, so that others may know that there is a Light.
Angels, Archangels and Ascended Masters
Archangels, Angels, Ascended Masters, Guides and all Beings of Light exist in their own vibration, just as we do. We, as humans, cannot presume to understand their entire purpose in being, yet we do know that they are willing and able to assist us in a variety of ways and it is a true blessing that they wish to do so. Each of these beings has areas of expertise, just as humans do in the Third dimension and when we become familiar with the particular talent of each one, it becomes easier to know which Light Being to call upon.
The main thing to remember when working with our luminescent friends is that they respect the free will of all humans and cannot, by nature, impose their will upon any of us. Therefore it is up to us to call upon them when we require their guidance and assistance. Only then will they come into our lives to work with us. It is amazing how quickly we can feel their presence once they are invoked, sometime almost immediately.
How do we know when Angels and Ascended Masters are near? If we become sensitive to the subtle energy around us, a gentle lightening of the field in our immediate surrounding can be felt and sometimes seen, even by those who are not particularly visual. Many Light Beings are waiting to be asked for assistance, so that they may fulfill their purpose as well, but it is important to remember that Angels and Ascended Masters cannot take on your responsibility or achieve personal growth for you. You must do what you must do, but what they can do is offer guidance and a sort of cushion so that you may achieve your spiritual goals more easily and gracefully.
Even if you do not require specific assistance with a particular issue, life can be much more fulfilling with the presence of Light Beings. Just reading about them or even thinking of them creates a soothing, calming sensation that reminds one of a place that has been long ago forgotten, yet always deeply yearned for.
Light Beings come to us in a number of ways, not just in our thoughts and feelings, but frequently by sending physical Third dimensional messages. When synchronistic events occur and we become aware of them, you can be sure there is a Light Being with a big smile watching your amazement and delight at the events that they orchestrated. Without them life is mundane and tedious, with them it is magical and mystical.
When you feel drawn to a particular Archangel or Ascended Master it is for a reason. You may be destined to work with that particular Being of Light or you might even be of the same lineage. As you learn more, you may feel a closer connection with them and even begin to receive clear messages via your thoughts. Over time you will have established a relationship with these Beings that can last a lifetime.
Get to know your Archangels, Ascended Masters, Angels and Guides. Currently we are in uncharted territory and their guidance and assistance is an essential part of the Ascension process.
As We Ascend – A Poem
In ever pursuit of the new, never before heard idea
Watching for the magical connection
Expecting the impossible
And Loving each moment
Believing the unbelievable.
Joyfully undulating with the rhythm of life
Hearing the whispers of the Angels
Receiving the messages of the Masters.
Being of the ones who will be remembered, as those who led the way.
Holding the light so that others could see the light.
Being kind in a time of unkindness.
Stepping off the cliff and not falling.
Hearing the wisdom of the higher realms.
Resonating with your truth.
Standing on your own.
Loving yourself.
Rising from your bed to write down a truth.
Leaving behind what does not serve.
Allowing and accepting.
Transmuting and transitioning.
Expecting miracles.
Awaking in your dreams of Graceful freedom.
Merlin’s Cave
Merlin’s Cave, in Cornwall on the coast of England, was more magical than I ever expected. Even though the cave was full of tourists off all 
types, as soon as I entered I became invisible. Along the side of the cave, many other members of our very enlightened group were chanting OM, creating a very sacred space for all of us. We were definitely in another dimension.
I found a rock to sit upon, put of my headphones and turned on Evenstar from Lord of the Rings. I closed my eyes and floated away. There was Merlin. It had been so long, many lifetimes, but we were re-united and danced and laughed and sang of the work we had long ago begun and now was in fruition. It was about freedom and wisdom and Love.
We only had a short time and once again we said farewell, knowing that from now on the connection would never again be lost. Whenever our intention was set to do so we would be together int he realm where our spirits can fly. The song ended and I opened my eyes. I was still invisible to the crowd inside. Only the other Earth_Keepers could see me and I them.
I pulled out my camera and this is what I saw on the LCD Screen:
There before us all was the Violet Ray, a gift from Merlin. A blue green orb also had taken up residence in the cave.
The rising water told us it was time to leave and I climbed back up to the top of the cove, unaware that another gift from Merlin awaited me…a wand. How could I know? I had no intention of purchasing a wand, so I thought. Here is how it was orchestrated by spirit. Some of the members of the group had bought wands and were showing them to me. I thought, oh, perhaps this is guidance that I should get a wand. I walked to the shop where they were purchased and was about to buy one when a dear friend, Karla, who had joined me as I entered, said, “Wendy, look at this.”
There in the case was my wand. As soon as I saw it I knew and purchased it without delay.
It is made from Rosewood, with a copper tube running through it. The ends are Black Tourmaline and there are Amethyst and Moonstones on each end. It is an energy amplifier and accelerator. When I showed it to the other members of the tour, they asked how I would use it. I said, “I do not know right now, but I know I WILL know,” I was right for I have learned to do magic with that wand. After all, magic is transformation and transformation is the movement of energy.
Thank you Merlin.
Stonehenge
As I glanced at the stones a felt as though I was glimpsing something from another dimension that had somehow slipped through a veil and become visible. I had researched Stonehenge a fair bit before my wonderful tour of Sacred Britain with the Earth-Keeper group and James Tyberonn, but somehow all the articles I read fell short of explaining what I saw when I arrived.
Some claimed the stones circle, which mirrors our Solar System was built to serve as a calendar, or a religious site or even a place for sacrifices to the Gods. Those who built Stonehenge, and other stone circles, were described as primitive, naïve and heathen nature worshippers.
I read it all, but when I saw Stonehenge in person, none of it made sense to me. First of all, the stones are enormous; I highly doubt if even today we could recreate such a grid of rocks that size, therefore to attribute the project to a society of people who were not technologically advanced, seems unlikely. No, all that I read in traditional articles on Stonehenge, written within the confines of current Archeological parameters, didn’t add up.
So what is the explanation then of how this anomaly of the British landscape came to be where it is? Well, the truth be known, no one really knows for certain. It has been determined that the stones replicate our solar system on a smaller scale and correspond to solstices and equinox, but that is not an explanation, rather it is description of characteristics of the henge. No, it is here that we are confronted with the possibility that the time has come for us to depend on our own sense of knowing, intuition and perhaps even information that is brought through by channels.
Now many believe that Atlantis existed on this planet tens of thousands of years ago and others claim that it is really in the future and made to appear as though it was in the past so that we may learn not to make the mistakes we attribute its demise. In other words, as a means of self preservation the Atlanteans made us see our future so that we would not create it.
It has been said that Atlantean survivors might have created the mystery stone circle. Others claim it was extra-terrestrials, who could have come to Earth when there was no Air Force to apprehend them. All this is a valid attempt to make sense of the history of the Earth, but we must remember that we are now in the Quantum Age. Perhaps we have not been there long, but it has been long enough for us to have come to the realization that everything occurs simultaneously and there really is no past or future, only the present. So then, Atlantis is occurring now, as is our reality, neither being more real or more valid that the other.
Now that is an easy concept to express, but a difficult one to truly comprehend in the third dimensional reality that is our situation at present. There are in infinite number of other realities happening and the most important part is that other aspects of our being exist and are participating in some, or all of those realities. This is why we remember being there, not because of a past life, but because we ARE there.
Back to Stonehenge and as I stood looking at the stones, I could not process them into my everyday reality. There was something unearthly about them and then it all became clear. They are interdimensional aspects that are visible in our consciousness and actually exist here. In other words, they ARE from another dimension, but we can see them. Unlike trees, the sky, human, animals, water and every other aspect of our world, these are of a different vibration, but have somehow managed to manifest in ours. That is why we are so magically drawn to them.
This is not so unbelievable, since after all there are many other life forms that manifest here on Earth and are comprehended by channels or those who see Angels or members of the Devic Kingdom. These beings are of the mineral kingdom and they have managed to appear in our reality. Oh the beauty and cleverness of it all.
The Violet Flame
Beloved ones, use the Violet Flame to transmute and clear all things, big and small, that are not of the highest order. Whenever you have a thought or pull up a memory that does not feel good to you, cleanse it with the Violet Flame.
Do this immediately when you have the thought or remember an unpleasant time in your life. Clear all discordant energies from the event or thought and visualize and imagine the best possible alternative. You will then be free of that thought form or past event in its previous form. Nothing is too small or insignificant, because many small things add up to something large and before you know, you are lighter and have made progress in your journey to the higher realms.
The Violet Flame is my gift to you, dear ones, use it often.
I am with you always,
Saint Germain.
Remembering What We Already Know
Today I was attempting to recall the formula for converting Fahrenheit degrees to Celsius, as I will be visiting the UK in the next few months. The formula just popped in my head, subtract 32 degrees and divide by 5/9 to arrive at the temperature in C°. Of course I learned that science class many years ago, but I had not thought of it for all those years either, yet it was stored somewhere in the chasms of my memory. It did not amaze me that I was able to recall the formula as I was consciously aware that I learned it, and that is the key. I had been convinced, as have most of us, that what I am able to remember is what I have actually learned or been exposed to in this current lifetime, but if that is true then how is it I remember what happened in past lifetimes and where do all the new ideas come from? I believe at this point we all know the answer to that question.
We can attempt to define the process of how we retain memories and acquired knowledge, but what about new ideas, thought forms and information that has not been learned and experienced, where does that come from? We can explain that we are inspired, or downloading or even channeling, but in reality, there is nothing that is really new, only things that have been forgotten. All knowledge resides within us, therefore when we have a great new idea, it is really not something we thought of or created, it is only a remembrance, a pulling out of the hat of our etheric mind, so to speak, that which has always been there, but was filed away in the other incarnations section.
Once we become aware of the possibility that we know more than we think and that actually we know everything, we are able to start manifesting what we call miracles, or put another way, that which is outside of what we believe to be possible. Then once we begin to expand what we believe to be possible, we start to create the abundance we desire. At that point we might begin to think that if we had only known, we could have done it all along. This is true, but we did know, we had only forgotten.
The way to gain access to the infinite source of everything is to practice. When I cannot think of the solution to a question, I just ask for guidance from my Higher Self, Angels and Ascended Masters and before long an idea pops in my head. When I feel like I am not inspired to write, I don’t until the inspiration comes and usually once I surrender to the information not coming through me, I receive an outpouring of thoughts that I can hardly type fast enough.
My lineage is of Archangel Zadkiel, I work with Saint Germain, Merlin and other beings of Light. I am aware of this and how do I know, because this is where I am drawn and I allow myself to be aware of these spiritual roots. Once you accept your origins, you can be more focused on your life purpose and character traits and understand why you are the way you are and why you do the things you do. We all know from whence we came, we must only remember and once you do, you will feel more at home on this planet suspended in space we call Mother Earth.